long day...

So I have had a day for everything to sink in and accept the news that i will have to have a mastectomy. I hung out with family a little and talked to dad a few times. I am still in shock that the doctor just happened to take more tissue and that tissue came back with cancer. I am so thankful that he did! Today has really reminded me that this disease kills people. I have been so optimistic with everything that I rarely question my own mortality. My sister and I talked about it a little and it is heartbreaking to see my family so upset and am so thankful for everyone's support, well wished, and most importantly their love. I never would have made it this far with so much hope if it weren't for them.